Out of one cage into a new one.m..

Today is a new day.... Today was the last day of school and i wasnt ready for the summer at all. On the ighter side me and tristan were texting and he said that everythime he sees me that he falls in love with me. He feels bonded to me like soul mates. I dont know what to do because i went to school today and itislike he totally forgot about saying thoses things . I rode with him on the bus ride home and he told me he wasnplanning on losing his virginity over the summer. I was trying yo figure out who but he would only tell me that i should know who. But i dont thats the problem . I wanthim but i dont want to sound desprete . God i hate not knowing :(